What to write?

I woke up with a fear today, maybe because of the second show hangover or maybe the number 1814400 has driven me crazy(do not know how many zeroes I will have to still add in the future). Yeah, the fear was what would I do today at the work place?

Well, whatever be it, I set out to the office thinking of what to write. I always believed blogs must not be like those stupid television serials that I end up seeing every time I go back home. (Anyways, who is bothered about what you write?)

And yeah, what to write? No thoughts? Yesterday I was reading a book. It had said; “Just consider how terrible the day of your death will be, others will go on talking and you will not be able to argue back”. Well still no thoughts on what to write? Should I write about my college days –those seven stones played in the rain, those moonlight dinners on the college roof top, 4-wing masti, jalsa-club, tech friends, my work at lab (NO! stupid thing to do), the hostel nite show, etcetera? Tshaa… Some other time!

Well, as I kept pondering on what to write, I had to realize it (The fear!) was driving me crazy. To eliminate the fear I thought I would talk to new people and know about them more (If they are free, then, I would be happy - the resonance theory). Unfortunately, soon I realized my limitation to initiate discussion (look, lack of professionalism- still not a consultant) and I end up thinking again – what should I write?

Entering the office about what to write, I was still thinking? Realizing I had nothing interesting to talk, no funny incidents to quote, nothing profound to preach, and mainly owing to my disability to initiate (corporate) discussion, I wondered one thing, why are those stupid television serials running a marathon, it never ends you see…Well, its because people keep thinking of what to write, what to show to the audience and come up and don’t get good ideas. Yeah, probably true! (Who Cares?). Just wait a second; this implies that every second person in my gtalk list is as free as I am. Yeah, probably true! I find out its actually true, this relieves me of my fear! I am back in my comfort zone-hail resonance theory!