...We all sat around in a circle. Someone in the group lit it, it then passed from one person to another. It was my turn, I inhaled then immediately exhaled. I then passed it around to the next one in the circle. This time it was my turn again, I enacted the act again. After three - four rounds i wanted to control my breathe, when it was my next turn, I inhaled ....and passed it....waited for my next turn.When it came again i exhaled. Bloddy hell! I thought...what was happening to me...?
The party ended. We immediately went in and locked ourselves in a room. Started music. Dev-D one song after another, Pink Floyd one after another;I close my eyes I can see the universe. Names of friends i could recollect them all..I open my eyes I can hear only three sounds Aa ..uu..and mmm...Was i getting enlightened? (def not maybe). There was excessive mirth later, people would continue doing what they had to do for indefinitely long...Laugh for a silly thing, all join in...the mirth... we were all joyous...I started to fear.
I suddenly thought about this, last time around this same time i was missing a lot of similar fun...This time it was a similar occasion..Hostel Nite. Same friends around, I wanted to stay alive this time. The circle of smoke was fun, It was helping in my cause. Now, suddenly i see around the room and find everyone slept(some snoring, the rest dead). Was this an achievement, for it was not any other day for me??
The party ended. We immediately went in and locked ourselves in a room. Started music. Dev-D one song after another, Pink Floyd one after another;I close my eyes I can see the universe. Names of friends i could recollect them all..I open my eyes I can hear only three sounds Aa ..uu..and mmm...Was i getting enlightened? (def not maybe). There was excessive mirth later, people would continue doing what they had to do for indefinitely long...Laugh for a silly thing, all join in...the mirth... we were all joyous...I started to fear.
I suddenly thought about this, last time around this same time i was missing a lot of similar fun...This time it was a similar occasion..Hostel Nite. Same friends around, I wanted to stay alive this time. The circle of smoke was fun, It was helping in my cause. Now, suddenly i see around the room and find everyone slept(some snoring, the rest dead). Was this an achievement, for it was not any other day for me??
Confession: I wont take it again unless its a real big occasion.
P.S: I had written this on that day, so in case you don't understand this, don't demand an explanation
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